brrrr.... hatred, anger, pressure, stress... i dont know which of this words would fit to describe my week. it's been a tiring week since we've been cramming for alot of things lately.. projects, homeworks, requirements, parish involvement.. i have no idea on how i'll be able to give my evaluation form to our cluster head since we dont have anymore meetings before the due date of this. darn..
hatred: i hate my life... i hate myself i hate homeworks i hate projects i hate this darn school requirements i hate being the only girl coz i cant get to do the things i want to do i hate this damn whole thing about being in the middle of the fight of my friends.. but i dont hate my friends... ^^
anger: i cant really express my anger here cozi dont want to start thinking about it again.
pressure: darn requirements.. i still feel furious about what happend in our IP. Lia and i were really pressured and damn it! i wont mention who but im sure they know who they are, some groupmates of ours didnt even help us.!!!
and damn this journ campus paper! i must admit, it's fun to write but it's also hard you know?! he even lost the news i wrote about the service awardees... haaaay..
stress: there are so many thing i do and even if i do them almost everyday, the loads doesnt seem to be get lesser.. actually it seems like the loads are increasing more and more.. i dont know what to do... im so stressed out.
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i'm so glad that two of my friends who had a fight lately are already fine.. i just hope my other friends who have problems wopuld be able to fix things up as soon as possible coz even though im not part of their fight, i still feel so bad about it..
there are only two things that can fix this i guess.. people should be more sensitive of what others feel and think and the other one is that it's best if we wont be too mad about shallow things coz i can see that some of the reason of a fight are pretty shallow..
