everything isnt going the way i wanted it to be... everythings so dull... there's nothingworth thinking about.. nothing worth to care for. i dont understand why all of these things have to happen, now, right at this moment...
i thought that this would actually be a good time for us to start over again but i guess i was wrong.
dam*! i wish i just never cared.
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yesterday was a great but a bad day. confused? well.. it's because i actually had fun with my friends in paula's house, but in return, my dad got mad at me.
i understand him. i get his point. but i wish he would just give me a chance to explain what had happend. i dont know if he really is just and ignorant man or what so ever but eversince i was a kid, i hated his way of judging people. of thinking bad things about others without even knowing them. of ever accusing me of something i didnt even do; something i would NEVER do!
i know i made a mistake and i admitted it. It's okay with me that he got mad because i didnt ask for his permission or what, at least i asked my mom's permission and it was for our project. He wants me to have high grades? fine... what does he think im doing?
*sigh* there's nothing i can do.. what's done is done. the damage has been done (kyla's line)
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Yesterday, we went to paula's house and i really had fun! hah!
i know our purpose of going there was to do our journ project. and we did it. there were a lot of chocolates in the house! yeah! and it was paradise for me because im not allowed to eat chocolates.
hmmm... not that im not allowed but my parents doesnt want us to eat too much chocolates that's why they avoid buying junk foods and pastries.
There's nothing to eat here at home that's why sometimes, i prefer staying at my friend's house in doing projects.
I dont know why but everytime we go to paula's house, makes me feel like i dont want to go home anymore. (in-a-way) haha! im not sure if it's because i like their house or is it because their house is full of ARACELI DANS's paintings.
ARACELI DANS is a great painter! and i really admire her!!!!!! if only my mom didnt tell us not to leave the house, we would have gone to Araceli Dans's house and im not sure that if ever we'd go there, i'll ever leave the house. hehehe...
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anyway, i just had fun this week. Florante at Laura's over and there are no more practices! yay! i'll be able to go home early again and watch my *sings.slamdunk* haha! just kiddin... ^^
